Confused Emptiness

I was confuse, am I happy with this emptiness

I was confuse, am I doing the right thing

I was confuse, am I Happy

I was confuse, am I right to be sad

Everything was confusing

But I know every decision need sacrrifices

I accept to sacrifice

I was trying to be happy and accept this emptiness

But somehow, In this silent early in the morning

I was defeated by this emptiness

I feel guilty, sad, and regretfulness

Although I was the decider, and feel I was very right about the decision

But, I know there was a part of me I was totally wrong...

But, what done is done

I am not looking backward

I am looking forward

For a better future and a chance of forgiveness from myself and others

Tomorrow, I will be happy

Tomorrow I will be a better MAN

Tomorrow I will looking forward and high

With full enthusiasm which I know I was before

Tomorrow is a new day

Confused no more

With a clarification

Views of my life